Lifeless Smiling Color

Verse
Prick me cause I can't feel pain
everyday just ends the same
and there's nothing I can do
even if there was would I
jinx this happy streak by trying
to lose myself again

I checked the mood ring, it works fine
then why does it still say that I'm
not myself
there are no tears, there is no heartache
just a lifeless smiling color in my eyes
laughing wryly, crying dryly, its all the same

Chorus
Cause I don't feel anymore
it's just a blur around me now
everything's gone grey
can't tell night from day
no it's not the same
there was black and white before
there was wrong and right
and I adored it so, it's not the same

Verse
World is spinning like a spider
weaving her new web to catch the prey
I walk by safely every time
I miss the thrill of getting tangled up inside
Sometimes I like to play with matches
running fingertips across the flame

Nothing is more real than passion
even angels fall to go insane
my hearts in apathetic hands
life and death and blindly side by side
I stare at ceilings from the floor
life faces in a crowd you get ignored